i'm sorry i can't be perfect

a moment of epiphany
the song 'perfect' by simple plan is not another song abt BGR. but rather, living up to parents' expectations.

'did i grow up according to plan?'
similar questions plagued me in sec sch. i felt my life was just the result of wat my parents wished for themselves but never fulfilled, for various reasons. it was always about what they wanted me to do, the way they wanted me to turn out.

'i'm never gonna be good enough for you'
part of life for me was playing catch up with what they expected. trying to be the daughter they could be proud of. trying not to disappoint.

i'm sorry i can't be perfect...